| Saturday, October 24th, 2009 |
| 4:37 pm |
Oh man there is this very very attractive man sitting across the room from me and he smells sooooooooooo intoxicatingly wonderful that i just want to jump on him!!!!! What do i do???? Current Mood: devious |
| Thursday, October 22nd, 2009 |
| 10:34 pm |
what a great day
i have not had a day like today in forever!! i woke up next to a very warm, cute, and cuddly guy. Went to work, did everything with the quickness and got to take a half a day. Drove like mad to get back to his house (hoping he was still sleepin). Get to his house and there he was curled up on the couch. Woke him up, went upstairs, curled back up and went to sleep. Then i had to get up and go to my other job : ( Now that i think about it this whole week has been great. Stayed the night sunday (did a lot of cuddling). He did my rotors monday. Went to the cider mil on wed and picked our pumkins : ) I can't wait for the weekend!!!!! Hopefully it will be just as good as this week has been. Current Mood:  happy |
| Tuesday, September 1st, 2009 |
| 11:56 am |
Yup pretty sure i was meant to never be happy! I am happy but i have this feeling where I am going to fuck it all up (like i always do). I am still concerned for lack of a better word What others think and feel. Not about me but about the situation. But i think i am real close to saying fuck them. If this is right decision. But i don't know if it is. God this my life and its only getting shorter no more time for mistakes. All i need to do is say fuck it, let it all go. I know what i need to do. But can i do? Can i do it??? Current Mood:  distressed |
| Wednesday, May 13th, 2009 |
| 12:33 pm |
I know what i have to do to be happy but i am tired of being the asshole! But is it really worth it? Is this good and it really could be possible that this is just the beginning of the happiest times of my life? I am gonna go with no, i am comfortable and settling. Or am i just scared? I don't think that's it either. But i do think it's time to shit or get off the pot! I just know how much he put into this and i have too. It's not right, not now. So how do you do it? And what if this the Biggest mistake i ever make. Live and learn, right? Yeah i think i've done enough of that. I think i am just going to disappear, buy a house have a couple dog's life will be grand. who needs people Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: here comes good bye- rascal flatts |
| Tuesday, April 28th, 2009 |
| 10:02 pm |
So i have this friend that i have not spoken to in 4 years. We were really close for a long time. The other day i wrote him a big apology note (i should of done it a long time ago). It was well accepted. Great right? Well turns out he has been stuck in indiana for 4 months now waiting to see if his probation can get transfered to michigan. Yeah he has had a serious drug and alcohol problem for three years. So now he's on the clean and sober path and trying to get back home. So now i feel way better for apologizing for being a super big douchbag. But i am not sure that my timing was right. Apparently he was a huge dickhead and burned a ton of bridges and now i am his only friend. Which i don't mind kinda. I don't want to sound like a ass but i am worrying about and trying to take care of myself right now, not someone that really needs help i just don't think i can do that right now Current Mood:  contemplative |
| Saturday, April 25th, 2009 |
| 4:27 pm |
blah
It's so nice out today besides the little monsoon we had. I am so bored... I wish i didnt have to bowl today. And no one will go with me to th Cadeux to see my boss's band play at 10 tonight. Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: kings of leon |
| Tuesday, April 21st, 2009 |
| 9:27 pm |
I can't stop thinking about you! You have absolutely no idea and probbaly don't care. Current Mood:  melancholy |
| Sunday, April 19th, 2009 |
| 11:36 pm |
Dear Goverment Fuckbags
I would like to thank you so much for bending me over and fucking me in my ass! This whole extra money in your check thing is great and all but for people like me who have two job's and are trying to do something with their life's are getting fucked. Yeah i am sure i could be a little more diligent with my money and but some aside so come tax time next year i can just pay you and go on with my life. I doubt i will. Pretty sure i ask to have taxes taken out of my check for a reason. So i don't have to sit here and figure out every week how much i might owe! So i am just irritated because i have 2 jobs and for my 2nd job i make min wage and i only work 15 hrs a week and i get paid every two weeks. So because of this nice "everyone is going to get extra money cause we will take out less federal taxes" I haven't had taxes taken out at all. well almost not at all i had taxes taken out of my first two checks of the year. So this absolutely blows cause this happened 2 me before. Come tax time next year the IRS is goin 2 say hey there asshole u made a gazillion dollars and only paid taxes on 75% of that. U owe us a million. And i will say go fuck yourselves!!! Blah i am just super fuckin irritated Current Mood:  aggravated |
| Wednesday, April 8th, 2009 |
| 11:57 am |
I NEED A HOUSE
Every fucking house i find and i go look at it almost immediately is pending or sold or something....Grrrrrrrrrrr. Current Mood: frustrated |
| Thursday, March 26th, 2009 |
| 12:05 pm |
All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........All work and no play makes Trina a dull girl........ Current Mood: gloomy |
| Monday, March 16th, 2009 |
| 12:04 am |
Yeah i cleaned my car today cause it's freakin gorgeous out!!! So seriously aaron and i picked a wedding date and found a house that we really liked and than the next day he finds out he is going to be indefinitely laid off!! WTF! Of course that would happen. Silly me to think something could possibly go right in in our quest to do things "proper" Current Mood: determined |
| Thursday, February 5th, 2009 |
| 5:52 pm |
since when the fuck did livejournal go myspacey?? Current Mood:  calm |
| Sunday, July 27th, 2008 |
| 8:38 pm |
24 and i am almost like a grown up
So finally after almost 5 fucking years i finally got a new car!! About fucking time right? If i would have known that it would be this easy i would have down it years ago. I probably wasn't nearly as responsible with money as i am now and i probably didn't make anywhere near what i make now. Next step house ( just got wait a lil more for the market to be just right) then school. Look out world i am on the rise! Current Mood:  accomplished |
| Saturday, April 29th, 2006 |
| 3:49 am |
so i am still laid off. i had knee surgery march 23 and i walk with a cane now(hopefully not for much longer). i went to florida for two weeks and 5 days had a great time and i don't really care to be back. sorry sarah, i just got home thursday. now that i am back i am sure i will be bored and available so give me a call. |
| Wednesday, March 8th, 2006 |
| 1:31 am |
BORED
i have been laid off now for about two and a half months. the first month was great,now i have run out of things to do. like rich says its a catch twenty-two when your laid off you have a ton of free time but limited cash and when your working you got the money but not the time. i was looking for a job then i found out i have to have knee surgery march 20 so there's no point in that. if anyone wants to hang out or do something cheap call me or email me. |
| Sunday, October 3rd, 2004 |
| 10:45 pm |
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| Friday, October 1st, 2004 |
| 9:22 pm |
HELP ME PLEASE
ok so most of you are my friends that look at this and you know how i am with my sister. well today i was looking in her purse for my glasses ( she likes to take them then i can't see) didn't find them what i did find was a trojan ultra ribbed condom wrapper. now what do i do? i am not ready for this. in my house i am the mom to my siblings so telling my parents means that they just know about it. i am the one that gives talks and explanations while they are growing up. she's is only 14. i am just freaking out. i havent seen her yet and i don't know what i will say or do when i do see her. so if anyone has some tips on how i can approch her that would be really great. Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Thursday, September 30th, 2004 |
| 1:47 am |
ever really fuck up a great relationship with someone you really care about and then a few years later you really understand what you could of had and how happy you might of been Current Mood: lonely |
| Thursday, July 29th, 2004 |
| 5:00 pm |
Anyone want a cat? he's 5 months old and he needs a home. |
| Sunday, June 13th, 2004 |
| 2:09 pm |
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